Home  Bottom Line Choose your thoughts well
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Choose your thoughts well |
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By K. Proctor
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 Today when my accountant told me how much tax I owe for the first quarter of 2006 I was alarmed. (This is the first time I've done quarterly tax payments for my new business.) I didn't make much because I'm newly self-employed and basically 50% is going to taxes for my state and this nation. Ouch. I felt bitter I have to say. I was a bit angry too - angry that the government takes my money and uses it for "gosh knows what."
I checked my business checking account and had enough to cover both tax payments. It was a relief that I could use that money to cover these expenses. Some client payments lately surely helped.
It wasn't until I was talking with my mom about how little I am left with after taxes that she reminded me - "hey you can be grateful you have the money to cover the taxes instead of being angry." This was a wake up call. I've always believed that when I'm grateful, I am being grateful for God's provision for me. That felt good. My mom was right, I could feel relief and gratitude that I can cover these bills.
So I went to the bank and deposited a client payment I got today and then wrote the two checks. All is well. And I can calm my anger and move into appreciation. This was an important reminder and wake up call - that there no need to live in anger or disappointment (over myself and my income or over government and taxes).
This also reminded me that we choose our own thoughts - they are not inflicted on us. We can choose to be disappointed or choose to be grateful (among many other feelings). So I'm going to choose to see the light of Spirit instead of the darkness. I know this choice will determine my day and state of mind.
Read more by this writer on her Spirit and Entrepreneurship blog
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